sage // she/her // united states // i will

write lesbian johnlock my goddamn self

captain-liddy:

when he and john first get together, sherlock is like. incandescently happy, like he could sing or skip or fly or burst. like his whole soul is dancing.

but he’s also terrified to let john out of his sight. sherlock thinks about the times john almost didn’t come back and he can’t stop shuddering. 

and john will hold him and kiss him, shhh shhhh darling, it’s all right. it’s all right. it’s all fine. 

it helps. 

and it doesn’t help (if you can have something, you can unhave it).